Feeling extremly happy :') I have a great family, best gf in the world, amazing friends and now loads of free time in the sun. There is simply nothing else I could auctally ask for ^.^
Had another amazing day with tard Daisy today and tomorrow sure I'll have to revise for most of the day but it'll all be worth it on the end :) A few weeks of revision and then i get years and years of auctally studying something which I enjoy, personally I think the time spent revising is worth it :P
This summer is looking like one of the best summers yet, I'll have no work. A holiday with Daisy at croperdy (which I auctally cant wait for, all of the hype has just made me want to see it even more :') ) And for the rest of the time ill be with friends or my tard ^.^
So yep, right now I feel so special. I have it all and I dont want anything else :') (except maybe a pancake, mmm nom ;) )
Monday, 7 June 2010
Sunday, 4 October 2009
Friends are my world and the weekend is to short
Who the hell made the weekend 2 days long, everone knows its far to short and needs to be longer ¬.¬ I hate only seeing you all for 1 day and then nothing for a whole week :(. And even then i dont get to see all of you, only a select few. Sometimes i wish i chose colege, then at least i could auctly have fun there instead of being stuck at 6th form >.<. but gaaa i guess i coudent have predicted the future, who can?
Friends are the world to me and seeing them so little and seeing how hurt they are sometimes makes it all the worse :( All these years being stuck somewhere i dont belong, why did i chose the little pond and not fight it so i could be in the sea =/Gaaa one more year of work and i'll finaly be out, ill finaly be able to do what i want where i want. God the more i think about uni the more i want it right now.
P.S
Break my friends heart and ill break so much more of you, got it?
Friends are the world to me and seeing them so little and seeing how hurt they are sometimes makes it all the worse :( All these years being stuck somewhere i dont belong, why did i chose the little pond and not fight it so i could be in the sea =/Gaaa one more year of work and i'll finaly be out, ill finaly be able to do what i want where i want. God the more i think about uni the more i want it right now.
P.S
Break my friends heart and ill break so much more of you, got it?
Thursday, 24 September 2009
A Friends pain is your own
Lawls been to long since iv bloged and im bored so meh :) <---------- meh is the reason to everything
So what are you ment to do when your friends being played, being used, being hurt and they cant even see the extent of the damage. They cant see how much its effecting them and everyone around them. You want to help but you feel as if theres nothing you can do, nothing you can say. "It's not your place to get involved" God i hear it all the time. And i know its true its just when you are a witness to a crime, should you stay back, simply because "It isnt your place" I mean cmon wtf, who would stand there =/ Forced to watch the pain of another and having to help pick up the broken pieces aferwards when the whole thing could have been avoided.
I know the person this is about is most likly going to read this but bleh at least you know im here for ya, when its all done and dusted and the town is painted red, ill still be here to pick up the broken pieces and do my best to make everything seem that little bit better. So do what you must, take the step forward and make your move. Sort out the problems and help yourself by resolving it. I'll know what ever you do will be the best thing possible, there is no mistakes or wrongs. Just because its a differnt path dosent mean its the wrong path. :)
Short post this time but meh keep it short and sweet was always what i was told ;)
So what are you ment to do when your friends being played, being used, being hurt and they cant even see the extent of the damage. They cant see how much its effecting them and everyone around them. You want to help but you feel as if theres nothing you can do, nothing you can say. "It's not your place to get involved" God i hear it all the time. And i know its true its just when you are a witness to a crime, should you stay back, simply because "It isnt your place" I mean cmon wtf, who would stand there =/ Forced to watch the pain of another and having to help pick up the broken pieces aferwards when the whole thing could have been avoided.
I know the person this is about is most likly going to read this but bleh at least you know im here for ya, when its all done and dusted and the town is painted red, ill still be here to pick up the broken pieces and do my best to make everything seem that little bit better. So do what you must, take the step forward and make your move. Sort out the problems and help yourself by resolving it. I'll know what ever you do will be the best thing possible, there is no mistakes or wrongs. Just because its a differnt path dosent mean its the wrong path. :)
Short post this time but meh keep it short and sweet was always what i was told ;)
Sunday, 6 September 2009
Life goes on :)
Ahhh my first blog, dont i feel cool (lols not). Well where to start? My life? Na to long. My week? Na to complicated. So ill just start with my day.
Woke up excited and got ready as soon as i could. Was ment to be meeting Daisy down at the train station to head over to broadstairs with her plus friends and have a great day out! Finaly was ready and so walked down to the bus stop and then only just relised that is was a sunday and the buses took forever to arrive. Gaaa so i sat around for 30 mins waiting for the bus to come, what was late may i add and ended up paying over the fair because "he had no change", obvious lies i think.
So after finaly getting there I get a text from my friends saying half of them arnt going because it ended up costing to much to catch the train over there so instead we all stayed in chatham. After getting bored of sitting round and doing nothing (whats tbh is what we normaly do anyway) we walked up to Fort Amherst and walked around there for a little while. After 10 mins of walking round we were just looking through one of the windows when we noticed 3 little eggs in a nest right below us. Well i say 3, 2 of them were still laying there but the 3rd was cracked open and when we looked closly we could see this tiny little baby chick, just awhhhhhh.
Ya so after sitting around there for a good hour watching the cutest thing ever we decided to walk back down to command and buy some cookies, mmmmmmmm choc chip. Gotta love a good cookie, psssst exspecialy when its with the someone you realy like *wink wink*.
Ahhh things are so complicated with girls tbh, its a hate love relationship constantly with them. Liking a new girl when you've only just ended a relationship with another *sigh*. I know she isnt a "rebound" but i would hate everyone else to see her as that and it would break my heart if she thought i was using her just for comfort or anythign like that. I just coudent do that to a girl at the end of the day and i feel as if the "rules" of waiting so long inbetween relationships is realy holding me back at the moment. Who made the stupid rules anyway, should love, lust and relationships realy be bound and restircted by such rules? Or should it just be let free to roam and do as it pleases. Not care what everone else thinks about it and just take the "leap of faith" as it were, looking after yourself and the one you care for.
Anyways ya i know theres proably loads and loads of typos in this ;) There always will be as well at the end of the day my spelling is just terrible. <3
Woke up excited and got ready as soon as i could. Was ment to be meeting Daisy down at the train station to head over to broadstairs with her plus friends and have a great day out! Finaly was ready and so walked down to the bus stop and then only just relised that is was a sunday and the buses took forever to arrive. Gaaa so i sat around for 30 mins waiting for the bus to come, what was late may i add and ended up paying over the fair because "he had no change", obvious lies i think.
So after finaly getting there I get a text from my friends saying half of them arnt going because it ended up costing to much to catch the train over there so instead we all stayed in chatham. After getting bored of sitting round and doing nothing (whats tbh is what we normaly do anyway) we walked up to Fort Amherst and walked around there for a little while. After 10 mins of walking round we were just looking through one of the windows when we noticed 3 little eggs in a nest right below us. Well i say 3, 2 of them were still laying there but the 3rd was cracked open and when we looked closly we could see this tiny little baby chick, just awhhhhhh.
Ya so after sitting around there for a good hour watching the cutest thing ever we decided to walk back down to command and buy some cookies, mmmmmmmm choc chip. Gotta love a good cookie, psssst exspecialy when its with the someone you realy like *wink wink*.
Ahhh things are so complicated with girls tbh, its a hate love relationship constantly with them. Liking a new girl when you've only just ended a relationship with another *sigh*. I know she isnt a "rebound" but i would hate everyone else to see her as that and it would break my heart if she thought i was using her just for comfort or anythign like that. I just coudent do that to a girl at the end of the day and i feel as if the "rules" of waiting so long inbetween relationships is realy holding me back at the moment. Who made the stupid rules anyway, should love, lust and relationships realy be bound and restircted by such rules? Or should it just be let free to roam and do as it pleases. Not care what everone else thinks about it and just take the "leap of faith" as it were, looking after yourself and the one you care for.
Anyways ya i know theres proably loads and loads of typos in this ;) There always will be as well at the end of the day my spelling is just terrible. <3
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